Today has been very tiring, and somewhat depressing, but overall not bad...
I woke up at about 7 AM on accident because there was this weird scraping-tapping-type noise right outside my window. I really can't figure out what it was. I was going to go look in see, but I was scared it was some weirdo outside. I know that's irrational to think, but that really was my first thought: 'Maybe somebody's trying to scare me... by tapping on the wall... repeatedly in a rhythmic pattern..." It makes no sense, I know. Anyway, I couldn't go back to sleep because the noise just wouldn't stop. It kept going and going. I knew I had to get up in a couple hours to call in to work to see if they needed me, so I went ahead and took a shower, hoping that by the time I was finished, the noise would have stopped. I was pleased when it did.
So, I went right back to sleep after my shower and slept for another hour or so. I was on-call this morning, which means I have to call in an hour before it's time for me to be at work to see if they actually need me. I started calling in at 9, but they would not pick up the phone. I was worried I had somehow had the wrong number, even though I call it all the time. I called back over and over and over again for an hour before someone finally answered and told me I would not have to be there.
I tried going back to sleep, but I couldn't. You know when you're tired, but it's impossible to sleep? There was just too much on my mind, I guess. Then, it started pouring. It actually poured all day, which in turn, made me feel all depressed. My boyfriend and I were bickering with each other all day because we were both in bad moods... I hope tomorrow is better. It's my official day-off, even though I had a day-off today too. I hope it's sunny, but it probably won't be. I also hope I can make some progress in finding myself a better job.
I'm just blabbering now.
Goodnight! I'll make more sense tomorrow.
Libby Turner
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